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Nicki Lou Perkins
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« Thread Started on May 1, 2007, 9:13pm » | |
Nicki waited until she saw the coast was clear then slipped into the janitors closet. She needed a place to just sit by herself. She couldn't do it in a open place with people watching her or at her dorm. Only because her roommates drove her crazy. One was to happy and giggly and the other one just gave her the vibe that she was going to be an annoyance. She wondered if she should just live at home from now on.
Living at home would be a bad idea. She was no longer the Nicki that her family knew. She used to be happy and half way normal. She had changed since coming here. She was no longer that girl who wanted to talk about boys and gossip with friends. She just wanted to sit in a dark room with the music playing and disappear. That is what she was going to do now.
She pulled her ipod out of her pocket and placed the earphones perfectly in her ear. She turned it on and leaned her head back. Letting the loud music flow through her. Closing her eyes she became lost in the music. It was almost soothing but not quite. She still felt empty. Even with the music flowing through her. She had no idea who she was anymore. All she thought about was sleep and sex. One she didn't get enough of and one she didn't need but craved. Why did she feel like this? She shouldn't want any of this but she can't seem to get rid of the thoughts.
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« Reply #1 on May 1, 2007, 11:24pm » | |
Megan foudn herself walking towards the closet yet again. The chemicals she had used to get rid of the nail polish had left her sheets a funny color, so she was on the search for bleech. She as in all black today and a big chunkie silver necklace. It was the touch of creativity she deicded to add to her outfit. It was a gift from an old customer.
Opening the door she saw Nicki sitting aginst the wall of the closet, "new room?" Megan asked with a smirk on her face as she held the door open looking down at her roomate.
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Nicki Lou Perkins
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« Reply #2 on May 2, 2007, 1:18am » | |
Nicki opened her eyes when she noticed light coming in. As she looked toward the door she spotted her new roommate. 'Great' She thought to herself, 'Just what I need.'
Nicki didn't even bother taking off her head phones. She just closed her eyes and leaned her head back against the cabinet. She wasn't in the mood for possible friendly conversation or conversation at all. Even though she looked like she wasn't going to be all bubbly she couldn't know for sure.
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