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The element of progress;; {Ivan} « Thread Started on Mar 26, 2007, 1:51pm »
A day in the life of Ivan...
Do you feel like a man when you push her around?
Well, I'm Ivan Spencer Jamieson, but most people call me Ivan. I go to Harrington Wright which is a school for talented kids. My mom is a retired model and my dad is an actor. I won't tell you who they are because I don't want to get mobbed, please.
I'm currently single, but falling for this one girl named Logan Lexis Reily. I'm considered popular, but I don't really care what people think of me. If I had to, I would go punk or emo or even scener for her. But, we're not going out, yet.
I love all types of music, except for rap. I even like country and classical. You can usually tell what mood I'm in by what type of music I'm listening to. I used to be in a band with my brother Jason and 2 other guys called Panic! At The Disco. But, after my parents sent me here, we took some time off.
Well, that's about it for now. I should go, the grilled cheese is burning!
Joined: Mar 2007 Gender: Male Posts: 29 Location: michigan. Karma: 0
Re: The element of progress;; {Ivan} « Reply #1 on May 26, 2007, 12:09am »
oh ivan, ilyy.
I'm missing in action, I know that people. Logan and I ended things, and I sort of skipped off into the distance. It's not fair to anyone, especially not my friends and well, no one actually. A lot happened after I broke things off with Logan and I. My mom was getting sicker by the second, and she was moved to the Mayo clinic in Montana. My older brother was taking classes to study abroad so he's in Italy until 2009. My dad's busy working on a movie and the thought of my mom being alone in a hospital bed sent me into almost tears. I packed up my stuff and silently left.
My mom died 3 months later, and it killed me. My brother couldn't come back from Italy and my dad was in the middle of working on a movie and no one could help me with funeral preparation. Finally, I decided to get my mom put into her ash-form. At least I'd always have her with me. So, I came back home and discovered that I was alone. I packed up my stuff once again and took the little money I had left to go around the world and travel. I spent two weeks in New York City, just browsing around. I stayed with some friends that I had met at Harrington Wright that had moved here. After that I went to Maine, Boston, Paris, London...all over.
Soon, I was broke and not about to ask my dad for more money. I went home and got a well paying job and earned enough money to come back to California. I'm taking my time heading back, driving from Michigan to California. Right now I'm at a rest stop in Ohio, eating a burger and typing this up. I miss all of my friends, so if you guys want to hang, I still have my phone and I have my laptop so you can IM/e-mail me. So, I guess that's it for now. -Ivan.
When you refuse me You confuse me What makes you think I’ll let you in again Think again my friend Go on misuse me and abuse me I’ll come out stronger in the end
And does it make you sad To find yourself alone And does it make you mad To find that I have grown I’ll bet it hurts so bad To see the strength that I have shown
When you answer the door pick up the phone You wont find me cause I’m not coming home
You don’t know how much this hurts me To say these things that I don’t want to say But have to say them anyway I would do anything to end your suffering But you would rather walk away
Re: The element of progress;; {Ivan} « Reply #2 on Jun 19, 2007, 1:59pm »
ivan. give me something to believe in cause i don't believe in you anymore, anymore.
I've been back at Harrington Wright for about a week now. So much has happened, and I'm glad it has happened. Jason got a job here in New York and he moved in with his ex-girlfriend that he re-kindled with, Amelia. She's a great girl, I'm happy for him. I'm also happy for myself. :] I love Logan Lexis Reily, and I'm not afraid to say it. I just, I want this post to be so long so I can say how much I love her. But I don't have sixteen days to type all the ways that I love her. -Ivan.